"...and I dream too much, and I don't write enough, and I'm trying to find God everywhere"

I don't try to find God, but I liked the sentiment, and apart from that I do dream too much, I don't write enough, and I do apologise. I haven't wrote in this for some time. In this time I have: graduated from University, moved home, broke down, signed on the dole, signed off again, looked for work relentlessly, chose one path, chose another, saw someone I used to love and got tattooed because I was bored. This Saturday I move out again to start my MA. But right now, Anis Mojgani.

At times like this I'd call myself a fool to ask for more

14458.) i'm at the point of frustration and confusion where i wish we never even met before.


Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say, find someone you can love like crazy and who’ll love you the same way back. And how do you find him?

Forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you’ll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense in living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love- well, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived.

Fashion is about eventually being naked.
- Vivienne Westwood

Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.

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I believe my life is worthless because I am unable to create beauty.

I’ve got 48 hours off from the world, man. I’m gonna blow steam out my head like a screaming kettle, I’m gonna talk cod shit to strangers all night, I’m gonna lose the plot on the dancefloor. The free radicals inside me are freakin’, man! Tonight I’m Jip Travolta, I’m Peter Popper, I’m going to never-never land with my chosen family, man. We’re gonna get more spaced out than Neil Armstrong ever did, anything could happen tonight, you know? This could be the best night of my life.

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I am not Ascension, I do miss him though. I say him as a guess.

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i work out to look more like my hot friend and less like my fat friend
i don’t have one night stands anymore
but i also don’t have sex
and i’m probably an alky
but i don’t mind

I have nothing to say, and I am saying it.

My favourite thing in the world is silence. I will teach my children that is it the breaks that make poetry beautiful.

Performance poetry. Some of my favourites. Taylor Mali.





Gina Loring